Just because i saw it on other's ppls blogs (and secretly i wanted to be cool like them...)

1. caitlin!
WOW! wut is there to say about caitlin? She is burnin up in flames because of her hottness and sexiness! SHe is a sexy mama! Just looking at her makes me all sweaty and horny inside! I've had many MANY wet dreams about her. she is an amazing kisser, and has the biggest boobs and a really nice ass! WOW...guys watch out, you all should want a caitlin! Caitlin=hott,sexxy,sizzlin fajita that i just want to cook all up in my oven!
EVERY guy wants a caitlin!WOW! look at that girl...too bad she isn't as hott as Caitlin! :(

DAMN RIGHT!!! w00t!!!

I totally lucked out on this one!!! Not that its not the truth or anything, because it is oh so true!! (you can kinda tell its one of my 'vain' days)

Man... I knew i was hot... but this... this definitely makes me think its even more true...

Yup... everyone should just be in reverence because of the sheer radiance of my hottness.

man, i love me sooooo much. i should just date me. cuz i'm sooo freakin hot!

no, that's prolly not a too good plan. I'd just get jealous of myself. And i love me way to much to even ever think about threatening my relationship with me.

damn... i guess i'll just have to find a guy who's almost as perfect as i am...

like That's ever going to happen.

of course, its not going to be just any guy... he'd have to be spectacular.... i mean really spectacular. almost as spectacular as me...

damn... that's almost impossible.

oh well... whatev.

kk, done for now.

~xoxo

ps, Karen I love you too ^.~

pps. Juji... I Really LOVE you... *drools over juji's everythingness* mmmmmmmm....

yah...

i've said it once, and i'll say it again (and again and again and again and again, etc)

I LOVE STEVE!!

he's just so cool.

i'd so wanna marry him, but i can't. i have to marry ryan... oh well, you can't win 'em all.

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When will you come rescue me,
Find solace, and then take me there?

~ Snow Day, Lisa Loeb

dunno why, i just like that line.

i guess its the hopeless romantic in me.

however, i'm waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too picky for that to be anybody i know.

my knight in shining armour... or my dark knight... maybe both...

whatever... i'm waaaaaaaaaaaay too happy being single...

hehe... friday night was fun...

got really really drunk...

well... that's all i'll say... since those who should know what happen do know. and some people who shouldn't... but whatever. who're they going to tell?

anyway...

um... yah, that's about it, i think.

i think the girlies should do something... clubbing or something. something girly. yay! or something...

yah....

kk, bye.

ok... so it was an early... early early morning that ryan and i decided to have our non-date.

early as in.. 12:30 - 1 am ish.

and it was more like i decided to have our non-date. he was whining about food, and the like, so i was all, what do you feel like, and he was all, i dunno... pizza. so i picked him up and we went to BP.

i wasn't that hungry, but its always nice to see a friend you haven't seen in a long while.

and I *WAS* going to pay, but apparently i didn't have enough money in my account, even though I had been to the bank hours before. so he had to pay. no big deal... i'll pay for the next one.

anyhoo, the point of this whole blog is the ride home.

once again, ryan and i started talking about getting married and the like. since i love Steve too much, i might kill him (as in, i might take the sentence 'i love you to death' literally, or some such thing) so ryan is my next choice... i guess.

well, we did have a plan before. have one white kid and one japanese kid.

but we've added some (or more, i can't decide which) rules.

- in our wedding vows, we can't say 'til death do us part' cuz i might be inclined to kill him. instead, we'll say 'till divorce do us part'

- after we have our kids, we'll have an open marriage. but before that, we'll have to have a big mansion with lots of rooms.

- apparently i'm supposed to pick up hot chicks at bisexual bars or something, so ryan can sleep with them. (*sigh* i have to do all the work)

ummmm... i think that was it. for now at least.

cuz before, when i asked him for his sperm so i could have a half and half kid, he was all, no. not unless we conceive naturally. so i was all 'fuck that'.

but he might be my only chance to have half and half kids... or kids at all, come to think of it.

so we'll get married, say our 'special' vows, have a few kids, and then have an open marriage.

see? ok, so i don't have a plan for my career, or any near-future relationships, but getting married?

I'm all set.

kk, that's it for now!!

*kisses*